All of my friends are Action Jacksons.

Well, I said that I was hoping that my post yesterday would get the ball rolling, and boy did I ever get what I was asking for.

I have a lot of people in my life who love me and care about me. What’s more is the people who care about me are real go-getter types–the kind that like to DO things about stuff. So when they ask me what they can DO to help me, and I say, “I don’t know. Why? Did you have anything in mind?” They are like, “UH, yeah. Here’s the plan. Let’s get started.”

So that’s how I wound up talking to a psychiatrist today. I didn’t have any intention of talking to a psychiatrist today. I was going to wait until we got settled into the new house, and then I was going to go to see a counselor. Instead, the go-getters in my life saw to it that I got the help that I need–the help that I’ve needed for months now. They saw to it by literally walking me to help’s front door and dropping me off.

Today wasn’t the worst day I’ve had recently. In fact, it wasn’t even a particularly bad day at all. That made for funny conversations with the doctors and nurses doing my initial psych evaluations. Usually people are at the bottom of their proverbial barrels before they finally go in to an office to see a doctor; I know that’s been my pattern at least. So when the nurse asked me to rate today on a scale of 1-10, I was like, “Uh, well, today’s actually been alright. But these last few months have been pretty rough. So, you mind if I give you a range?”

I’m feeling thankful today. Thankful for a husband, family, friends, and co-workers who care about me. Thankful for the go-getters who surround me, and help me when I don’t have the energy to help myself.

February 15th is a good day.

I believe it was this day, four years ago, (ish?) That my brother-in-law met my sister-in-law, Jennifer, at The Anti-Valentine’s Day Party, (or, Valentine’s Day Recovery Party) Zack and I hosted.
Am I right? Was that (just/only*) four years ago? If so, happy meet-a-versary Jenn & Jared. Aaannnddd, I’m not saying Zack and I are trying take all the credit or anything, but, uh, you’re welcome.

(love you both.)

(*Isn’t it weird how time can seem like forever and no time at all, all at the same time? Dad was saying that it felt like just the other day that Zack and I got married, and at the same time, it feels like we’ve been married forever. I totally know what he means. It feels like Zack and I have only been married for a minute, but it also feels like we’ve never not been married. When I express that sentiment to my dad all he said was all, “Yeah, just wait until you’ve been married for 30-something years. I’m talking, like, more years married then not married. Then we can talk about the tricks that time likes to play.” He’s right, but I couldn’t admit it. I just told him to stop bragging.)

Delayed Family Christmas

We had to do family Christmas a little late this year because our (okay, my,) schedule was so wonky that the 28th of January was the first date that we could all get together. It’s a little non-traditional to have a celebration of Christmas at the end of January, but that’s kind of how we roll in my family.

Before the end of the night, we created a make-shift tri-pod and snapped a few family shots. This picture was kind of an eye-opener for me. Look how big my family is! We’ve always had a big family, because there are four kiddos, but now that two of us are married, and David’s got three kids, we’re a huge group!

FaceTime with Lucky Liz

Zack and I polished off our Impromptu Thursday Night Date Night (Chicken tacos, homemade margaritas and Drive [Ryan Gosling, w00t]) by doing a little FaceTime chatting with my family. Said FaceTiming was possible because my mom won a free iPad2* today from a bank** for refinancing her car***. So, feel free to just go ahead and call her by her new nickname, Lucky Liz.

*How many “iPad Giveaways” have you seen advertised since the iPad came out? About 3,500,000? Is that a good estimate? And how many of those have been legitimate? NONE? That’s my count, too. So how my mom tracked down (AND WON!) the only REAL iPad2 Giveaway on the planet is totally beyond me.
**Who wins things from a bank?! Banks don’t give away stuff! Ever!
***Who has good and fun things surprise them in life as a result of refinancing something?! Lucky Liz, that’s who. Lucky Liz.

28.

(I’m frowning because, as you’ll note, my Jalapeno Bull has himself a little problem, in that his right front leg is protruding out of the top of his head. Oopsie. That’s gotta sting.)

Throwback: My favorite pictures of Kate

I think this bottom one is my all-time favorite. Her expression is just priceless. She was only a month or two old there, and she was just starting to smile. I had just finished a baby photos shoot with her, and I still had my camera out when she started grinning at me. She was too close to my face for me to look through the viewfinder, so I just held the camera above my head and hoped that I got the shot. It’s fuzzy, and her chin is missing, but her expression makes up for the picture’s faults. That child melts my heart.

A perfect way to finish out the year.

My parents got to babysit the twins for a few days over the holidays. I saw them yesterday for the first time in over a year. They are so big, and so fun.
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I brought them a couple of Tonka Trucks and they were huge hits. Zack insisted that boys love trucks, and he was right*.

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This picture of me holding the twins is fuzzy, but I love it anyway. I mean, how could you not?

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*(Zack is always right.)

When All Else Fails

When all else fails. When you feel so sad you don’t know what to do with yourself. When everything makes you tired and all you want to do is sleep, call your friends. Light a fire in their fire pit. Bring a old bottle of port. And laugh like you will never laugh again. Soak up the community. Live life, for it is far, far too short.

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